Back in the game!!!

It's something that I've been putting off for so long.

Getting back to the treatment and serious side of the medical world and employing a lawyer for a more smoother stress free process of claiming my private permanent disability or TPD as it's commonly known.  Generally these claims get messy and stressful as it's an insurance company of course. Most people have smaller type nest eggs for if such situation should arise. When my mum died, I had to do all her TPD and death insurance claims which made me look at life more seriously and I went in and upped mine to a very compftorable size or amount.... so in summary it's going to be a shit fight.
Hiring a lawyer took me so long. Ringing around and hanging up with that gut feeling saying NO, don't go with that one.  I've finally found a local lawyer in gympie Power and Cartwright.
Unusually, the phone call to organise a meeting was extremely comforting and just that feeling of " this is going to be ok !!
When visiting my lawyer and the few conversations we've had, he has filled me with more confidence that this is the one.... not the one that will win my case feeling, the feeling of this lawyer will make this journey a lot smoother than others out there. Yes, I'm trusting my gut and my gut is dancing... power and Cartwright have made me feel at ease (as lawyers ultimately should). Look no doubt, there will be some little stressful moments with it being out of my lawyers control, but that's life no matter what.  Just doing the grocery shopping can give that sense of overwhelming stress.

Please Scotty, back me on this one.

On the other side, my Doctor has organised rehabilitation and pain specialists at a semi local hospital.  These are the things I dread. Yes I've walked out on many and never to return. At $400 a visit, this was not hard either.  It's the arrogance, assumption and own personal opinion that got in the way with my last one. As soon as he called me from the waiting room, his energy oozed BIGOT.
The visit was pure awful ultimately sending me into a sacticity seizure. Sadly, he started to take me serious and you could see his masked guilt. Yes, in the end he was good but was it false?   Yes.

My new team I'm visiting, will be unfortunately treated the same. One chance at treating me with dignity and if not..... bye bye.  

As I'm so close to being off of heavy heavy painkillers, the power is in my hands now. I don't need them or their authority through the government for the approval and that's generally the power they love..... not all, but most I've dealt with.  In their defence, they do have to deal with some outright addicts that love the feeling that some of these controlled drugs give. These patients amp it up to the point they look a fool.
So, after speaking with the triage, they have said that I'm at top of the list and class as my pain is factuaI (primary aggressive ms), I have a full time carer and I'm showing a genuine interest on not masking my pain with drugs, I want to learn how to manage it from within. I can do it as I've done it so much lately and it does work.  The rehabilitation clinic is pro anti medication patients and they will have so much natural techniques to offer me and I'm extremely confident here.... sadly, because I'm not there purely for my monthly controlled heavy opiates, I will Ve treated differently and seriously.... I still think that's wrong though. This is my choice to go natural as possible (if I can that is), some people just don't get the healing naturally discipline and that's not bad. Ultimately thay are in pain and just purely desperate to have some normal in them.

So here goes lindy with a whole new attempt ( half way there) at managing pain herself. I WILL not give in until all options are exhausted and I know the clinic will support and back me 100 percent

In saying this, there is one medication I still swallow for spasticity. Maybe they can help me rid this one too. I won't be let down if told that I have to stick with that one. It really doesn't upset my psyche,   Create other medical problems or permanent bad effects.  So this one can stay if it has to.


My goal...... in 12 months or so, lindy will be managing her fight as naturally as possible. My strict diet with the odd little indulgence has proven HUGELY TO BE BENEFICIAL. SO GETTING RID OF THE MASSIVE AMOUNTS OF TOXINS NATURALLY, IM SURE WILL BE REWARDING.

I will update this journey as I go. If I remember.     Gotta still laugh 😂. Some ms things just are funny after the fact.

So here's too changing my methods 🍷.......

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